stupid dreams

i have been sooooooo tired lately and its because im not sleeping. i have been having these dreams that i DONT like at all. i wouldnt even call them dreams i would call them nightmares. the scariest one i keep having is that my baby goes into another metabolic crisis but he doesnt recover. if that were ever to happen that is not something i think i would ever recover from. it is something i think about everyday and it scares the shit out of me.

the other dream (nightmare) ive been having is that my hubs is gonna leave me for someone else. i dont know why im dreaming this cuz i know he loves me and wants to be with me! i think its just my self esteem talking!

but whatever it is i hope they both go away soon cuz im tired and ready for a good night sleep!!

so with that being said PLEASE say a prayer that i get a full night sleep tonight!!!:) night night!!