i have decided that i HATE any word that starts with "de" especially if it ends in "ployment"!! yep thats right we are looking at a 4th deployment:( i know its still awhile away but it still stresses me out. i LOVE being a marine wife but i dont love having to say goodbye to my love! i hate that my kiddos have to go thru this again but i guess thats part of being a marine family! i dont know how to feel? do i feel sad, mad, angry or proud or maybe a little of all of them?? i LOVE my hubby sooooo much and cant stand to be away from him for a day idk how im gonna do 12 whole months? i know your probably thinking "well youve already done it 3 times whats one more?" well for starters this will be the longest one, he will miss everything! mine and all the kids bdays, our anniversary, all the holidays...what im trying to say is that in the near future i will be a single mom for 12 full months! ugh!!!
well enough about that!! im gonna enjoy having the hubby here for the next several months! i'll worry about the dreaded "D" word when it gets a little closer!!
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well i just found out its gonna b a 13 month deployment....boooooo
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