im so blessed...

after getting some really sad news today i am feeling completely blessed with my life.

i got a text from my sister telling me that a friend of ours had a stillborn baby girl last night. i will start by saying this friend is the most deserving person. i have never met anyone that deserves a baby more then she does. her and her husband arent able to have children and have been trying to adopt for many many years but it just wasnt working out. that is until 9 months ago they get a call saying they have been matched with a birth mother and they were soooooooo excited. they found out it was a girl and had decided to name her ashlyn. fast forward to last night, they get a call about 630pm telling them its "time" so they rush to the hospital and "ashlyn" is stillborn. i dont have all the details i just know she died during delivery. my heart aches for her and all the families involved.

it really makes me realize how blessed i truly am. thank you Lord for my 4 beautiful healthy children. i am soooooooo glad you chose me to be jordan, taylor, brady and parkers mom!! :)